Ishmael

Its clear that we need a new story..

the one's we have been told, for so many years, are not working anymore

our lives are fleeting glimpses, mirages in a desert, reflections of the sun in an open meadow.

We are holographic representations of possibibility, sharing a view of reality..

We are dense distortions of light

cleverly crafted into intelligent movement

we are perfect geometry, in a sacred clockwork we can only begin to understand!

we are a series of languages and code

an abode of spirit, consciousness


We are pulled apart by polarity, and fused together by ionization

We are natures movement at work. We are god's chosen ones, who have scorned him

and decided we know better, how to be masters of the world.

We choose our own destinines

We chart our own courses

We do not rely on gods bounty, but on supermarkets

We do not needs gods light, we have indoor heating and lighting

We do not need to be near a stream or well, we have piping

We need not eat fruit, digest and fertilize the earth with our rich extrement, it goes into a treated sewage facility

In fact, none of the rules and laws of living systems apply to us.

We can consume as much as we like, eat as much, waste as much.. we can own as big a property as we like, fly around the world, drive as much, use as much oil, take longgg luxurious baths, pour draino down our sinks,

we are good citizens, we pay our bills, support our government, buy houses, pay taxes, eat from the supermarkets, shop cheap, own 3 tv's, hold debt, and are trapped like chicken inside of a gaseous prison.

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we are the total masters of the world, all of creation was meant for us, the gifted ones. All other previous creatures and heathens, living in squalor, terror, fear.. all of creation. We live in comfort, security, no worries, no stresses

We have won the race of evolution, we have conquered nature, she now responds to us. It's ok if we overpopulate the planet and destroy all of its resources, human beings will come with better technologly, desalination plants, weather modification machinery.

Well, yes we are destroying the earth systematically, but theres nothing i can do about it. What can i do? Its the system not me, i just do what i can to get by you know? Plus, i have my own stresses and hassles to worry about. I can't change anything, it has to be collective if its going to happen..

Fuck this, theres too much to think about. THe worlds ending in 2012, it won't matter anyways. Its already too late, the worlds fucked anyways. Whats the point in me doing or saying anything? No-ones really gonna listen.

What can i do? How can i help? Yea, im aware of it, but i don't know it thats true or not, i just hear it in the news.

Yea but that doesn't impact ME. Things look alright, i don't know any better.

THis is my experience, how should i know anything different?

There are the stories i've been told

These are the stories i've lived

These are the stories i've shared

Yea, i can see humanity is heading for destruction. Yea, telltale signs are everywhere.. I wish my government would do something.. Why should i change?? Why should i change if everyone around me is still doing the same shit. What difference will it make?

Fuck, what type of world am i leaving for my kids? I wish i wasn't stuck in debt, then i could do something. Man, i'm so busy, i just don't have time to be an activist. If i don't work this month and really give some time to figuring out my reality, i won't get paid, won't be able to live in my house, won't be able to buy food and will be a societal outcast that has to relyon their family and friends for support, or i'll be an unemployed hippie who because of his diminished financial status, won't have much claim to credibility in the world and won't impact a large worldview.

Shit, even this is taking me too long. It's all nice hippie talk. MY reality is i've got to go to work tommorow at 6 am in the steel mill. I don't even know what i am doing here...ugh, i feel sick, to my stomach.. i want to puke, shed my guts all over the brightly polished table.. i want to leave this prison, im tired, im lonely,im unhealthy, im depressed.. give me prozac, give me drugs.. ahh a few cold ones after work takes the edge off the day..I don't know what i'd do without my wife, cooking, cleaning.. she has to work aswell, no time for the kids.. they go to day school, they take their own bus home. Nah, we don't trust people in the neighbourhood, they're from all over the place.. yea our kids come home from school, do homework, and focus on improving themselves. They better get straight A's at schools, get scholarships, then they won't have to live the shithole of a life i have. They won't be trapped in this rat race, they'll get out of it. Education, a good job, who knows? THey may be a president or CEO, work their way up to the top. Thats right, my kids will be the best, get the best. But now they have the bust ass, get top grades at school. Social life is secondary, maybe they can go out on a weekend with some friends to a movie, or mini golf.. they've got to learn to get serious, to focus on their careers, what they want to be, how they are going to support themselves, get married, have children.

Man, i wish i was a kid again, i didn't really have much a childhood, i worked from a young age, supported my family. I wish i could just be carefree again, i remember those good ol' days, not a worry in the world, now im shouldering this momumental responsibility of my family and the pressure.. the debts are like an anvil crushing my chest, i feel like i'm breathing through a thin reed, like my life is cycling out of my control.. why.. why am i here.. what am i doing here! Im so depressed.. something is collapsing.. something is collapsing inside of me..


Man, this is a beautiful world, i cant believe that i am here! That i exist! Jeezzuz, this shit's insane. Trilions of strands of DNA, replicating in my body every 'second', the earth spinning around and flying in space, each time i breathe, oxygen flooding my bronchial tubes into my 'alvioli', filtering it through the blood which carries it to my body, flushing the oxygen deprived cells out through the arteries.. all actions occuring in this expanding frame of reference we call 'time'.. billions of atoms harmoniousl working together to create me, i need no further proof of god than my own body. The intelligence that created me and all these other amazing beings is beyond my understanding, unparalleled, beaautful. nature has incredible laws to balance itself out, time tested to keep natural cyckes in place.

I respect the intelligence that has created me, my brain, my senses, the world, the galaxies and the universe.

Man, if we really can be feeling anything, than why not feel gratitude? Love? Thats what we all want anyways isnt it? What if everyone could just drop all the bullshit and just love each other? Is that even possible? Holy shit, i am a hippie. But what the hippies were missing was the right story, to follow cohesively together and to convince everyone of the depth of their cause and motive.

All our cycles in nature, perfected to keep the system intact.. what a beautiful, brilliant intelligence at play.

Check out this computer! Guys.. really, im serious.. just THINK..about this shit for a second, whats happening, 300 million processors fit on this period... WOw, there really is a great intelligence at work here.. our DNA is like an amazing code, everything is this crazy cycle of energy, with the only replenishing source being the sun.. everytime we breathe, we are converting one form of energy into another utilized by our bodys, and excreting a form of energy that's used by all plants and life matter. We call it "oxygen", "carbon".."atp".. all words to describe certain structures of this phenomenon.. the complex laws of our energy movement that we try to understand using empirical causality, and quantum measurement..
SO dizzyingly complex, the god's are truly magical. We are lucky to exist, fortunate to exist.. the mere fact of my existance brings me so much bliss and joy..

how could i not love everyone and everything around me? All those who are asleep, i cannot blame them. I was once asleep.. trapped in my mind, trapped in a societal prison, trapped in a value, belief and thinking system that was ingrained in my mind. I was taught to be completely enchanted with my mind, and my ego.. like it was the totality of existance, like the entire universe was created for me and i could do what i bloody well pleased with it. Then, i had the headaches of the gods too!! Having to worry about being the stewards of the earth, is man ready to take on god's role? Clearly not, how do we hand back some of the power to the gods, gracefully, with humility and a bit of shame. Will they take it back, or have we already proved our unworthiness? Its ok, all i can do now is be the loving, free, open being i am! Ahhh.. i feel it, i feel the bliss, i feel the onesness with nature, with all beings.. i feel myself as a field of energy, a unit of consciousness vibrating. Why is there so much unhappiness around me.. it seems that no-body can relinquish their story.. aren't they telling better ones??

Are people even aware of themselves, of the possibilities of unity, of community, of sharing, of expansion, of conscious elevation? Ahhh yes, these things take time. They have knowledge of these things, but little direct experience, and even if they did, they still live in the "real world", in the oppresive system of old paradigm economic interaction, of politics, law, marriage and children, jobs and stresses, cars and wages, hockey games, suburbia, 'development', 'profit' and the rest of the hoomlah.

They are scared.. they feel the invisible frequency fence strangling them. THey try to reach out, and they touch each other, but they are still scared of each other. Still powerless, because a true leader has not come to unite them. Has not passionately delivered the alternative story so convincingly and rousingly, that they each feel it at the core of their hearts, and are willing to do ANYTHING it takes in that moment to LIVE that story. Pool together resources, share their homes, share their food, cook for each other, nurture each other.. live in harmony with nature and living systems, give back to the environment MORE than they take from it, plant food and fruit trees everywhere possible to make the land abundant again, invest education into our spiritual path, our conscious evolution, teach children the true meaning of happiness, of ego, of bliss... hold firm that the only real truth is love. New ways of economic interaction, new ways of justice, new ways of being, of thinking, of educating our youth. All of these things naturally stemming from a new story about HOW human beings can interact to achieve TRUE spiritual happiness, elevation and peace..


What new story is better than the one we have been given? Well, i suppose we'll write it together won't we? I'll try my hand in another blog. Here are a few steps in the meantime.

Step 1. Meditate. Allow yourself space and silence to discover your truth. Take a journey into consciousness, if you have not touched divinity, there is no point reading further.

Step 2. Determines one's individual truth, what is the point of existance? To be happy? Our re-ascension, our conscious elevation, englightenment, full expression of beingness, love, bliss? Allow one a space for transformational experiences of consciousness, create a unified methodology for one to get in touch with their greater selves.

Step 3. Understand ourselves as a collection of values, worldviews, belief systems, and our own direct experience filtered through our lenses.

Step 4. Understand money as a flow of energy, understand at a root level how it is being manipulated, and harmonize yourself with a new way of ascertaining value based on a planetary ethic that takes into account our human relationship with the environment and each other.


Step 5. Contextuaize. Reframe the worldview. Repattern ones belief systems. Understand 'Culture', how it is created, the power of story, the unconscious story that has formulated the basis of our culture over the last 10,000 years.
"leavers" Story
"takers" Story
"sharers" Story

Step 6. Deliver the new story, the story of the sharers, the story of unity consciousness, the story of love and mutual co-existance..


Step 7. Join a proven, demonstrable model (system) of organization that allows you to live your ideal life without stress or worry, a system of mutual co-operation, benefit, and support. (They do exist, believe it or not)



Step 8. Refer back to step 1

Your dollar is your vote.

Thats right. Internalize that.


Disillusioned with the political process? Understandable. Reform will come when true democratic participation is encouraged using the best tools we have available to disseminate and harness collective opinion (i wonder what tool we have now thats being underutilized for this purpose?)


Your real opportunity to effect economic change in your every day life is with your dollar..


Every time you spend a dollar on ANYTHING, you are supporting an individual, a group of individuals, or a corporate entity perpetrate their idea/product/service/values system.


Every time you fill up gas in your car, you are supporting Chevron and EVERYTHING that they do in the world. If you buy a shirt from Old Navy and they support child labor and dump chemicals into rivers, you are supporting them. Period.


Every vegetable you buy at the supermarket. Every roll of toilet paper. Every piece of non-recyclable plastic that ends in your garbage can, you chose to buy with your dollar. No-one forced you, no-one twisted your arm. YOU chose.


Your dollar is your vote, our vote. I truly believe that our economic system is intended to be a reflection of our collective conscious (or unconscious). Our wants/needs predicated off our values systems.

As soon as our values change, our consciousness shifts, so does the economy. It has to.

Of course, the underlying economic philosophies created hundreds of years ago which still carry through to today are hugely resistant to change. We have created a behemoth of a system which no-one really understands, not bernanke himself.


It is almost commonly known now that the central banking system is a gigantic scam, that as always, a group of highly intelligent, educated and wealthy individuals set out to create an institution for power, domination and control that only the elite could truly understand (after they were so far in they didn't have an out). When it gets to the point of swapping 10's of trillions of dollars of backings on bad credit on the open market (CDS), you know somethings gone bad..


So how do we make a change? We begin with understand the nature of money, its root. What it REALLY is... a representation of energy flow.


If thats the case, what is the source of this flow, and where am i redirecting it in my own life? I find it interesting how today's youth don't bat an eyelid about dropping hundreds of dollars at a club, buying the latest gear and clothes, but have no clue about where that money is going and don't seem to care.

Man these guys have done a good job at brainwashing us, we don't even ask the basic, obvious questions anymore.

We Spend our whole lives

We Spend our time

We spend our days, hours, minutes

What are we SPENDING it on?

(The word spend is starting to sound funny now, i love it when that happens...spend:)

Where.. WHERE pray tell me, does this money derive its value from? Gold? Hard Assests? Our economic predictions? I mean, after all.. what IS fiat money? Money by government order? So it means something because they say it means something... does that mean its up for debate? Is the end of that rope the barrel of the gun? What if i say it isn't...


Will i get brutally repressed, laughed at, murdered or quelled? Or will i be dismissed..


Truth be told, it won't matter whether i say it is or isnt now, for in about 3 years time, the world will truly see what a farce our economy has been for the last 100 years. People can make it easy for themselves now by harnessing the power of their local communities, organizing collective buying networks that support organization with value statements and ethics that are alligned with theirs, growing their own food and protecting/taking ownership of their provinces natural resources. Building shared knowledge communities, hoarding real wealth (Seed Banks, Canned Foods, Precious Metals) and


Understand that in the end, its food, water, nature, shelter... and us, the laborers. The entreprenuers, the bots and the sheep.


Where does your food come from? Is it sustainable? Who is out there creating sustainable agriculture and how do i support them?


Where does my water come from? Are their current plans that are attacking me and my childrends access to this precious resource, and what can i do about this. (Canadians, British Colombians, look into the IPP's if you haven't already. Scary Stuff)


How can i protect what natural resources are in my province? (Old Growth Forests are a big one)


How do we harness the power of sustainable living? Who is there to help us?

And of course, as the title of this article says, where do i SPEND my dollar. My time. My life.



We are going to go through/are going through a huge transition phase. We are rapidly becoming aware of our manipulation, the horrors of our old industrial paradigm, and the light of a new future. The light is there, shining. What we need now are transition models to bridge us to that place of harmony. Don't be discouraged if you don't have all the answers, just try to be aware.


The biggest danger is that we allow ourselves to slip into the unconscious because its easier. Its easier not to think about the plastic you just bought, or where those bag of chips came from and whether they are supporting your values, but it is neccesary. I just bought a book off amazon, and it was a complete waste. It was a book about building websites from 1996! I thought of the total sum of energy+wrapping it took to get that book to me, and it was a waste of energy.

As i said, money represents a flow of energy. So does everything, in the end. In a macrocontext, we live in a system of energy cycles, with our only source of external replenishment being the sun (back to horus worship boys!)

Water cycles, carbon cycles, energy cycles. This is the fundamental principal of living systems "One of the most fascinating things about nature is that you can go into a forest, take a sample size of any area of the forest. Measure the energy in that sample size, and come back a year later and measure it again, and its exactly the same"

God, Gaea, Mother Nature, has created an amazing system for recycling planetary energy to create a harmonious living cycle that supports and nurtures life on the planet. We, in our arrogance, completely disconnected through our minds from living cycles, have waged a bitter war on nature, and attempted to thwart through unconsciousness, the natural cycles prevelant in nature.

No longer. You have woken up, have you not? Instead of being confused about how to "go green", measure your life according to your cycle within living systems.

Essentially, ask yourself if you use more energy from the earth than you give back, and how to support it. As soon as you begin asking these critical questions, you will see how important it is as an individual to reformat your choices to live sustainably. At the moment, its difficult, because this burgeoning awareness has only begun to enter the collective consciousness, thus being relfected by our economy. However, as more people hop on the bandwagon so to speak, it will actually prove much more cost effective in the long term to live sustainably. We will create co-operative buying networks that only support business that meet a shared value and ethical statement decided upon by the cooperative.

If you get a chance, check out the work of Carrotmob. They are on the right track, with alot of room to grow and expand. The idea is there, the economic transition model is clear.


Hopefully through my work, i can make this process easier. You will see some of my plans in the future blogs. If any of my ideas strike a chord within you, take them. They are yours, i am publishing them. I will publish idea's regularly on incredible business enterprises that are waiting to happen. Its not about me anymore, or about a monetary incentive. The motive has changed.. and thats where the true power resides. In the Motive, which determines the action.


More on that in the next blog:)

The Gong strikes Saturn

I just returned from a beautiful evening on the Sunshine Coast, with David Hicky creating an experience of sound and vibration that brings you on a deep journey into the nature of your reality, your past.. the recorded images and frames, deriving from our experience which form as the lego blocks of our earthly personality...

Vibrations that resonate on the frequency of planets, the sounds of creation before life began, plucked from the fabric of the infinite by hosts of delightful weavers.

Every age and generation, somehow progressing; adapting, evolving; physically and metaphysically..

All of these ideas, bouncing around inside of the collective consciousness.. we give voice to them and hope they resonante. Pinballs shooting out sporadically, bouncing off every near wall.. how many points/people does the ball hit before it falls back into the launchpad, waiting for another player.

So here is where i start my Blog

As one of these Pinballs.. shooting into the global brain, indexed through meta-tagging and relevancy to see if another being finds this information pertinant, or relevent somehow to their path.. these words, portals into my world, my reality, and yours.

My path seems to embody a polarity of experience; the deep desire and longing for god, the direct experience with our unity consciousness and the ultimate path to liberation and self realization on one pole.. swinging down to the material, sensual and carnal aspirations of our physical reality..

It is a beautiful mix, a dazzling interplay from 'moment' to 'moment'.. and i am fortunate to be a witness to myself.

The Mind Creates an Image

Who is there behind them, weaving them together with fine thread.. smelting them into transluscent glass.. compacting them into crystals to create a pattern of movement.

My eyes experience a frame-rate, a contrast ratio, hyper-pixelating our luminous field into a linear array

I want to lie in the cosmic bed with my omnipresent eye, watching 'reality' in motion. But the stage is not for now, maybe later on in this life.

Currently, my path tends towards increasing the coherency of the global brain, allowing our collective intelligence to manifest in technologies created with a high frequency consciousness. Where intellect and the web meets our conscious evolution.

Much of what you will read in this blog is a collection of my ideas, worldviews and beliefs.. my learned knowledge and personal direct experience culminating through my unique channel.. exploding into the void in this. form.

welcome, to my heart and my mind.